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  “I want to be inside you, Kate.”

  He waited for her to say something, but she didn't. Instead she reached for his shirt and began to open his buttons. Jaxon felt an increasing pressure in his groin. He hoped she wanted him as much as he wanted her. He loved watching her unbutton his shirt but she was going too slowly, it was torture. He moved her hands away and finished the job himself. He lifted the hem of her shirt and pulled it gently up over her head. He reached behind her back and unhooked her bra, watching appreciatively as her bare breasts came free. Her eyes told him she wanted him too, and it rocked him to his core.

  He wanted nothing more than to rip the remainder of her clothes from her body and ram himself into her like there was no tomorrow, but he couldn't do that to her. Until recently, she had been a virgin and she had gifted him with the honour of being the first man to enter her. She deserved slow and gentle, not fast and fierce, but he would have her that way too—just not today. There was no denying there would be a next time; until he could take her hard and rough, there would have to be a next time. He was sure that was what he needed to get her out of his system.

  He covered her body with his—craving the skin to skin contact. He began trailing kisses down her neck. Even the taste of her skin was delicious and her sweet scent was intoxicating. Her body was hot—scorching—almost too much for him to handle. It was going to take all his will power to take her slowly, especially as she was so much more into it this time. Last time she had been responsive, but her eyes had betrayed her nervousness. This time, however, her eyes were also filled with passion and deep need. He liked that she needed him, no one else but him.

  He kissed her neck as she tilted her head back to give him better access. Whatever she wanted to give or take from him, he wanted to experience. All unpleasant past events were a distant memory. He wanted to feel more. He wanted to feel his completely naked body covering hers, no barriers—physical or emotional. He didn't want her to worry about tomorrow. He didn't want her to think about Jade or Kenny. He wanted this moment to consume her every thought.

  She brushed her hand across his erection searching for his zipper. He caught his breath as she made contact through the fabric of his pants. Quickly, she unbuttoned his pants and pulled his zipper down. He was commando and, within seconds the hardness of his flesh was in her hand.

  Her touch was so delicate. Now stripped of his own pants, he began to remove hers. This was what he wanted. This was what he hadn’t been able to get out of his mind, since the first time he had been with her; in bed together completely naked. The anticipation of watching her come would be just as satisfying as his own release. It was a good thing he planned on taking her slow. He wasn’t sure if he could last long enough to see her through her orgasm, if he didn't take his time. In fact, if she didn't stop touching him the way she was, he might just come anyway. He brought two fingers to his mouth to moisten them before he inserted them into her. She was still going to be very tight and he didn't want to hurt her, not even a little. He brought his fingers to her heat and found that she was already pretty slick, the juices were flowing hot. He loved the feel of her tight moist heat and he needed to taste her again, remembering how good it was the last time. He brought his fingers, now coated with her juices to his mouth to savour her.

  With the removal of his fingers, Kate moaned and her grip on him grew tighter. She was tugging his manhood closer to her sex, rubbing the sensitive tip of his erection against her clit. Jaxon was almost paralyzed by her urgency and his erection swelled further. She began to thrash against him in search of relief. Her need was deep and it was the sound of her gasps that became louder—every time her clit made contact with his own throbbing erection—that caused him to do something he had NEVER thought he would ever do in his life. He unceremoniously came, all over her. He wanted to stop himself, but when he realized what was happening it was too late and before he knew it his hot seed had spurted everywhere.

  “Fuck,” he ground out. “That's never happened to me before.”

  She didn't seem to hear him or she didn't care. She was still holding him firmly, trying to apply pressure to her g-spot. Jaxon gathered his senses and grabbed her hand to slow her down.

  “Please,” she begged him. He felt his way to her swollen nub. He could feel his hot seed was all over her and it was now all over him as well. He massaged it into her nub, planning to take her closer to the edge before he entered her, but within seconds she cried out his name in ecstasy.

  Jesus, they had both had a raging climax with only the smallest amount of penetration.

  They lay there for a while, in a tangle, before Jaxon got off the bed.

  “I'll be back,” he said. “I'm going to get a cloth to clean you off.”

  “Okay,” she mumbled listlessly.

  He opened the door of the cupboard and grabbed two cloths off the shelf when he heard something hit the floor. It was a round disk, realizing what he was actually looking at he felt confused. What the hell was she doing with birth control pills when she’d been a virgin? He placed the pills back on the shelf and closed the cupboard door.

  The water was really hot by then, so he cleaned himself up and wet a second cloth for Kate. He came back through the door to find her lying in the bed smiling at him. She held out her hand for the cloth, but he shook his head. “Let me.”

  Enjoying the view that was provided for him as he passed the wash cloth over her swollen sex, Jaxon could feel himself begin to harden again. He was ready for round two, after all, he still hadn't been inside her and until he was, he would not be fully sated.

  Kate's reaction to his touch gave him all the assurance he needed to go for round two. He tossed the cloth on the floor and nestled his face in between her legs. A few deep thrusts of his tongue, deep into her core, had Kate writhing instantly. She was so damn responsive to everything he did to her, like her body was on this earth for his touch alone. He kissed each of her inner thighs and brought himself up to her eye level.

  “Just so I don't get carried away again,” he said. “I am going to fuck you now okay?”

  Kate nodded. He reached down to the floor for one of the condoms in his pocket, but then he remembered the birth control pills he saw in the bathroom. He dropped the pants.

  “I wasn't snooping,” he said, trying to sound casual, “but I came across birth control pills in the bathroom. Are they yours?”

  Kate nodded.

  “I would love nothing more than to fuck you without barriers. Do you think we can do that?” he asked. “I promise I'm clean.”

  Kate reached down for his erection and guided it to her entrance, she couldn’t wait any longer. “Yes,” she said. She actually knew he was clean because someone, who she assumed was Jenny, had placed a battery of STD test results in her locker the first morning he was in the ER.

  Jaxon guided her hand, the one which was holding him to her, and inched himself into her needy center. She was still very wet from her last orgasm and the new heat that had formed. He heard her suck in a breath as he pushed in a little deeper.

  “Are you okay?”

  “More than okay,” she answered, “but I need more of you, now! I need all of you.”

  She was a little tigress and he loved that. “You got it baby. Relax and it won't hurt as much.”

  “I can't relax,” she said restlessly. “Not until you take me!”

  Her words caused him to lose it and he slammed into her fully. He stilled, realizing what he had done. She seemed caught between pleasure and pain.

  “I'm sorry are you okay?” he asked.

  She smiled up at him. “Never better.”

  He looked into her beautiful green eyes and smiled back. He loved how she was looking at him, like he was the only other person on earth. He slowly slid himself back out of her and then entered her again, but this time he went much slower. He rocked himself in and out with a slow steady rhythm, loving the feel of her heat on his unsheathed member. He had never had unprotected sex
before Kate and he wanted to savour every nuance of her, inch by inch.

  He could feel her urge him to speed up. He obliged and realized he would give her anything she wanted. That thought shocked him. What the hell did he even mean by that? He slammed into her hard as though he was slamming his thoughts to the back of his head. He had no business thinking that way. He continued to thrust into her with force, in an effort to clear his own mind of thoughts that he had no business having.

  Kate sensed a difference in him when he began to pound into her; he was relentless. His movements hurt her somewhat, but it was the most incredible hurt she had ever felt. Despite their closeness he was somehow distant, as if he was somewhere else.

  It’s fine, she told herself. It was just detached sex between them anyway. Even though she was having these thoughts, she could feel her body change. She was on the verge of an orgasm and she let out a little lustful cry as she teetered on the edge. She made the mistake of opening her eyes as she went over the edge and saw him watching her. The look in his eyes was captivating. She couldn't look away as her core squeezed him tightly and she milked him into his own shattering orgasm. The resulting intimacy was far more than she bargained for. He collapsed on top of her and then rolled on to the bed beside her.

  “Hey, open your eyes,” he commanded softly as he pushed back the strands of her hair which were clinging to her damp brow.

  Kate opened her eyes offering him a small, lazy smile.

  “I have to go,” he whispered. “You stay here and go back to sleep. I will let myself out.”

  Kate sat up, an expression of disappointment on her face. “Okay, yeah sure,” she said flatly. “Thanks for that. It was nice.”

  “Nice? You think what we just did was nice?” he asked sounding annoyed.

  “Didn’t you?”

  “Hell no!” he replied swiftly. “Things weren't nice, Kate. They were amazing.”

  “Oh?” She replied gushingly. “Well, since I have nothing to compare it to, I will take your word for it. Anyway, you should get going. I actually have to work at eight tomorrow morning.”

  He couldn't believe she had just said that. Was she serious or pulling his leg?

  “You will take my word for it? Maybe I should give you another reminder,” he threatened as he tugged at the covers.

  Kate laughed, holding the blanket tight to her body. “No way! I don’t have the energy. It was amazing, okay. Are you happy now?”

  “Very,” he said with devilish grin. “What time do you finish work tomorrow?”

  “I get off at six pm.”

  “Do you have plans after work?”

  “No,” Kate answered, trying to keep signs of anticipation she felt about seeing him again from her voice.

  “I’m going to pick you up from work,” he informed her. “Since you didn’t let me take you to breakfast the other morning, I want to take you out for dinner.”

  “Okay, but I will have my car with me, so it’s not necessary. I can meet you somewhere.”

  “Leave your car there,” he suggested. “We can go back for it after dinner.”

  “I can't leave it in the lot when I'm not working; the spaces in the garage are limited. It's sort of a hospital rule.”

  “Fine, have it your way. I will just have to drive you to work as well.”

  “You are going to come back in the morning to drive me to work?” she asked doubtfully. “That seems silly when I can just drive myself.”

  “No, I'm not going to come back in the morning. I'm going to stay the night; unless of course, you don’t want me to?”

  Kate was reeling inside. She wanted him to stay, so badly, but wouldn’t dare ask him. “Whatever sure,” she said, attempting to sound indifferent, “but if you don’t mind, I really need to get some sleep.”

  She turned out the light and smiled to herself. He was staying!

  ***

  CHAPTER 11

  Kate woke up with Jaxon’s imposing body draped over her. She had slept so peacefully. Even though Jaxon had woken her in the middle of the night so he could give her yet another powerful orgasm, she felt more rested than she had in a long time. Jaxon must have sensed that she was awake. She felt him close in tighter on her and press his erection into her back. “Good morning,” he said in a really sexy deep morning voice.

  “Good morning,” she replied with a smile on her lips so big she was grateful he couldn’t see her face.

  He pressed his nose in her hair and inhaled deeply. “I like the smell of whatever it is you put in your hair.”

  “Thanks,” she said pleased with the unexpected compliment.

  “As much as I want to stay in this very position,” he admitted, “nature is calling me.”

  She groaned in response. She just wanted a couple of more minutes with him.

  “Don't worry. I will be right back.”

  Jaxon slipped out of bed. He was stark naked and his erection was impressive. But she knew it was what they called morning wood. Really nothing to do with her but rather nature’s way of letting him know that he had to go to the bathroom.

  “Like I said, stay put,” he ordered before he disappeared out of the room.

  Kate sighed. The clock read six fifteen am. She really should be getting out of bed. She had to be at work in less than two hours and she planned to arrive a few minutes early to check on Jade. She threw off the covers forgetting her own body was still fully naked.

  “You are beautiful Dr. Sims.”

  She thought he was in the bathroom not standing in the door way watching her.

  “I should get ready for work,” she said fighting the urge to cover back up. After all, there was no part of her he hadn't already seen last night.

  “Not yet.” He climbed back into bed with her, his wood was still impressive. “I said not to move for a reason."

  He straddled her and she could feel his hard length pressed against her again. He dipped his head between her breasts and pulled a taut nipple into his mouth, tugging on it with his teeth. Kate felt the sharpness of the bite, but the pain sent pleasure straight between her legs so she let him continue. It felt incredible.

  “Fuck Kate, I am so hard for you again. I feel like I will never get enough of you.”

  Kate heard his words but told herself it was pillow talk. She knew at any moment things between her and Jaxon could come to an abrupt halt. She felt his powerful hands travel down her torso past her navel to her core.

  “You are so ready for me already, I like that very much,” he said, sounding almost smug knowing his effect on her.

  He positioned his unsheathed manhood in front of her entrance and slowly entered her inch by inch until she was so full from him she felt an exploding pressure. He rocked them both gently, gradually picking up the tempo. Kate could feel the heat pooling in a concentrated area. Within minutes she was ready to explode.

  “God Kate,” he whispered to her. “Your body responds to me so quickly. I can already feel you are about to come.”

  Kate whimpered before her body convulsed in a white heat. The moment she let go, Jaxon joined her and this time it was him calling her name.

  He lay beside her staring at the ceiling, taking slow deliberate breaths. He was deep in thought, looking almost anguished. She wasn't going to ask him what he was thinking. It was likely something she didn't want to hear, such as, “it’s been nice knowing you.”

  “Well I better shower,” she said, feeling rather deflated after the pessimistic direction her thoughts had taken.

  Still on his back, Jaxon locked his hand around her wrist to hold her in place while his eyes remained fixed on the ceiling. “Kate I don’t want you to see any other men while we are together.”

  “What?” Did he just say that? She hadn’t responded because she must have misunderstood.

  “If we are going to continue sleeping together I don’t want you to be sleeping with anyone else.”

  He did just say that. He wanted to see her again. “Jaxon you know I
'm not sleeping with anyone else.”

  “I know but I just need it to be clear. As long as we are together it will be monogamous.”

  “Is this a two way deal? You won’t be sleeping with other women either?”

  “No I won’t.”

  If Kate understood him correctly he wanted their sexual relationship to continue. Contrary to what he told her the first night they met. She was certain this still didn’t mean there would be any love or happy-ever-after, but at least it was something and she would enjoy it while it lasted.

  “You have a deal,” she said to him.

  A smile crossed his face as he brought her hand to his mouth and kissed it. The gesture was so tender and sweet. She realized she better be careful with someone like Jaxon because she could see herself falling in love with him.

  A busy day in the ER kept Kate from day dreaming too much about her morning with Jaxon, but not completely. After they both agreed their relationship would continue, and be monogamous, they made love again to seal the deal. Kate knew it wasn’t really love making but she preferred the term over most of the other words normally used to describe what they did such as fuck, screw or bang. When they reached the hospital Jaxon kissed her before she got out of the car. It almost made her want to take a sick day. Spending the day in bed with him was much more appealing than dealing with open wounds and fractured bones. But working at the hospital made it easier for her to keep tabs on Jade's recovery.

  A few times throughout the day, when there was a break in intake, she spent time in Jade's room sitting beside her. Detective Ramirez had held true to her word and provided security for Jade's hospital room. A policeman was posted outside Jade's door around the clock in case Kenny decided to show up. Kate didn't think he would but he was obviously deranged so it was better to be precautious.